Tuesday, April 13th, 2005

Last night, Ran rode out to take developed pictures back to home in a windy and rainy weather.
She forgot having promised me to have my films developed, so when I asked her for those pictures, she groaned, " so..sorry, see what I have done! Wait, I will go out to take them back right now!" It was already close to 7pm, so I said " no, that's okay. It's fine you forgot that, we can take them tomorrow!" trying to stop her cuz outside was really chilly cold! But it's my mother's character, she insists on going out by herself then ran out. All I could do was just standing and wandering around the room.

A few minutes passed, Ran returned and threw a pack of developed films over me. I was quite appreciatily and thanked to her. Then I opened the pack happily seeing my memory jumping in front of as such colorful pictures! Those pictures were taken when I was in Tokyo and most of them are some with my friends in dormitory and club. The young and beautiful girls are in my pictures. Innocent smile, funny faces and archery are all so fulll of reality in front of me.There are no more distant now, I can feel truely I was once a member of them and loved my life in Tokyo. Although there was never all happy things but also some more frustration, trouble and depression. However, those minus emotions dispersed at sudden in seeing those lovely smile and innocent girls. At least, there is one fact is I did have a good and precious happy time with my friends while in Tokyo. That was definitely hopeful to me now.

So far, I and my mother are concerned about the demonstration erupted in major China cities during last weekend. It was ridiculous because this demo chances are against Japan. Watching Chinese crowds shouting out and throwing stones to Japanese embassy in China and some Japanese institutions, all Ran and me could do is dumefounded. Why can't our people act in more proper way to express their protest against this country!? How come they want to make things complicated? Violation can solve nothing, Japanese government would only think Chinese are such a rousy and rowdy nation. No good for sino-Japanese relation! What made my queesy is this demo was ignited and spreaded out by millions of netizens inChina, those people are literally dull. They catch this "Big Chance" then going to mess things up in a name of patriotism! A funny pastime! Everything is just chaotic and mass media in Japan is willing to broadcast such violating scencs again and again. So UGLY!! See China's main media even don't bother to refer to this demo. And all china's govenment said is a proper measure should be taken by Japan toward history problems and bid to permanent member of UN security concil. Yeah, that's cool right. Because Japan government ought to face up to the history, being responsible to all asian counties counterparts. But China should also be more..justic.